Excerpt from POSSESSION :
Lucas is the young and
passionate heir to the Fides Auction House. When charismatic Gideon
Arnaud intrudes into his life, pursuing him both professionally and personally,
Lucas struggles to keep both his freedom and sanity.
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Gideon was much closer now,
taller by a head or so, leaning down to breathe his words on me. I felt the heat of his body; smelled the
slight coppery tang of his unfamiliar cologne.
He tugged at his cravat as if it irritated him, and I was vividly aware
of the movement of his arms, tightly muscled and stronger than anything I might
show in my defence.
It was ridiculous, but the
bizarre, mystifying fear was suddenly back with me, a
cold shudder throughout my body. I was
angry with myself for being so weak, yet it was a startlingly physical effect.
He sighed, and I wondered
if I’d said something aloud. His eyes
danced as if with a knowledge of every thought I’d
ever had, every cry I’d ever given in the dark of the night. “It’s frightening, isn’t it? But don’t fear me, Lucas. You have power, too.
A strength of will, that in one so young is
both impressive and delicious. It just
needs nurturing. We will work so well together…
Damn it Lucas Fides, compared to that, what are rubies?” He turned suddenly,
and flung the final stone across the room.
It fell against the dresser, rattling the bone china inside, rippling
the reflection of the room in the glass doors.
His voice snapped
angrily. “Your magnificence is trapped
amongst these milk and water creatures, peddling their goods for them for the
sake of a commission and a paltry reputation that will likely never survive
three more generations!” There was a
growl underlying his words: the air in the room seemed to resonate with
it. “You deserve so much more--I’ve
waited too long to see you to this age, to this place, to this readiness!”
He turned back swiftly, and
caught me off balance, his hand gripping my shoulder. I didn’t try to pull away, but looked up into
his eyes. What had made me think they
were mere brown? There was gold there,
and the red of his own rubies, like blood against his
lashes. They held the flames of the fire:
they captured my own shock and swirling confusion. I felt his other hand trace its fingers along
the base of my jaw. It was a touch both
possessive and sensual.
“Beautiful…” he
murmured. “And ready, at last.”
“What are you saying?” My voice was hoarse, and
I wrenched my head away from him. “You have never met me before. I decide when
I’m ready for whatever I want to do.”
He shrugged. He looked a little angry now, as if
he hadn’t expected my resistance to him. “And you will decide you want to join
me, very soon. It’s what you want; what you crave. I make no secret of the fact
that I want to be your first, and you will give me that honor. I demand it!”
“You demand it?” Then I felt the anger rise up
in me, too. “You will demand nothing
of me, for you talk a wild, uncouth nonsense, and you touch me without my
permission, and you assume a familiarity with me that I allow to no-one!” I knew I was shouting―I wondered why Valentine didn’t hear me and
rush back in. “My first? What does that mean? How patronizing and offensive
will you be, Arnaud, before I call people to have you thrown out of my home?”
For the first time, his confidence appeared to
waver. His eyes flashed with something uncertain. “It means whatever you wish
it to. Your partner―your
companion. You need only touch me to know what I can bring to you.” His
brow creased, just a slight puzzlement. “You mustn’t try to resist me, Lucas.
It’s meant to be; your place is to be mine.”
“Dear God!” I exclaimed. Such outrageous words!
His hand tightened on my shoulder. “Can’t you
feel it, Lucas? Can’t you feel it inside you? The need for me! It’s strong
today, in this household, with me near you. You’ve been calling me to you for
years, now―”
I shook my head, vehemently. “There’s nothing
inside me but my father’s determination and business skills, and the love for
my family and friends.”
His eyes flashed with renewed excitement―he wasn’t fazed in any way at my
own rudeness. In fact, he seemed to welcome it. “And such spirit! I cannot
think of a more stimulating mixture of youth and resolve. You shine, Lucas. Everything about you cries
out to me―I felt it even before I entered your house.”
“Leave now,” I said, my words
tight and awkward in my mouth. “At once.”