LAST
WATCH
He sat
alone in the control room, his tired head cradled on his hand. The air was artificially cool. One of the desk panels to his left was
buzzing, as if a fly had been trapped within the circuitry. A fanciful notion; there was no wildlife of
any kind allowed inside the base. He traced the rim of the keyboard numbly; he
watched his blank screen with something more dogged than desperation. Still three of them left to call in.
A light
clicked off in a corridor behind him: the shadows deepened over his
workstation. A voice called gently from
the doorway. “Your watch is over. Go home.”
He
shifted, but didn’t rise. “They haven’t
all sent word yet.”
The
other voice sighed. “They don’t send word anymore. You mean the signal.”
Same
thing, he thought, mildly irritated. How
else could he maintain interest in mere blips on the neon screen?
Footsteps
came up behind him. “VKTwo
and VKThree called in during Haines’ watch. You’re only waiting for VKOne.”
We call
it a watch, he thought, almost
spitefully. Yet I can’t wait for a word.
“Any news?”
The
woman stood beside him; he could hear the rustle of her uniform, smell the
bland cleanliness of the regulation soap.
She paused before replying, her voice firm. “None. They found nothing.”
He
turned in his seat, to look up at her. “VKOne will find something.
It must be there.”
“Why
are you so sure?”
“There’s
no certainty,” he said, in a sudden burst of honesty. “I want it to be true.”
She
lowered herself into the adjoining seat as if her limbs were weary. “We’ve searched them all,
“I saw
it launched,” he whispered.
“We
need to get on with life here,” she urged.
The power light from the screen was a green glint in her moist
eyes. “Here on our world. Don’t you
see? We need to stop seeking trouble and
conflict outside of it.”
“Not
just trouble.” It sounded like a plea.
“No,”
she agreed. “There could have been glory
and wonder, too.”
He
twisted his hands together, an involuntary gesture. “There’ll be more ships.” The electrical bug buzzed in his ears. The rest remained silent.
“No.” She shook her head and put a hand on his arm,
stilling his movement. “There’s no more
money for it – no more political, nor scientific
appetite. It’s just us, Duncan. The human race. No-one else out there. No single-celled organisms, no bugs, no
aliens, no other humans.”
His last watch.
He
stared at her.